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"The Boldest Dreams"

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"Renovation"

The modern life's rhythm spoils all that you have

And causes the inner shock,

You're in the low spirits; you can't toil,

You're wanted to crash the alarm clock.

You're wanted to begin the new countdown

You think it'll brings the necessary salvation,

But look inside and look around:

It's time for the total medication. 

The room of your soul stunk,

Hold your nose and enter in it again.

Rummage out from the old junk

The valuable things that staying the same.

This isn't the empty word

            And the useless action,

This isn't easy what? It's our renovation…

Clean your jewels from the dirt,

Don't try to raise the unjustified claim.

The happiness will be too short,

There are the easy rules of this game.

                 ©R.T.V.fecit-03.09.1999

          "Contemplation"

  On the wet pavement after the rainfall in June,

  On the wet pavement after the rainfall in June

  The puddles with the bubbles dry up too soon.

  The rays boil them shining through,

  The rays boil them shining through

  And the formidable thunder calms down too.

  The flash of the lighting preparing the stirring ozone,

 The flash of the lighting prepared the stirring ozone,

  Somebody without an umbrella drenched to the bone.

  If I was in his shoes I'll drink the cup of hot tea,

  If I was in his shoes I'll drink the cup of hot tea.

  I'll usually do so, if suchlike trouble has happened with me.  

  I opened the windows in order 

      To receive the pleasure,

  I opened the windows in order 

          To receive the pleasure:

  It's the desirable freshness

          After the hot weather.

  And the lucid sun is comin' also within my room,

               The lucid sun is comin' within my room

                And is calling' me out in the afternoon.

  No more pelting drops from the heaven's roof,

  No more pelting drops from the heaven's roof,

  I'm looking around to pad the hoof.

  The urban landscape appears beside me in the recreation,

  The urban landscape appears beside me in the recreation,

  This miraculous picture leaves me in the stupefaction.

                                        ©R.T.V.fecit-8.07.1999

          "Dilapidated Blues"

My disfigured heart's in the amorous fetter,  

My disfigured heart's in the amorous fetter.

This trouble put me in the irons. What's the matter?

Where I was and where I go I don't know...

                  ©R.T.V.fecit-8.2001

         "Virile personality"

(I hate to shave...)

Here I stand

 Trying to remember

Holding the scrap 

Shaped from her wing

It drives me wild

     I had the rift inside

     Be broken as my heart tonight

I'm flying away in the air

  As the smoke of her cigarette 

I don't forget her 

She's my sad memory

Don't rake up the past 

Yes certainly

Times change,

Tell me,

Where's the exit?

I can't decide...

      I had the rift inside

     Be broken as my heart tonight

(I freeze myself...)

                   ©R.T.V.fecit- 2.12.2001

       "Void"

I lost myself in the...

Vacuum cleaner

Through the tears I scream

Without the ticket to my dream.

                        ©R.T.V.fecit- 5.2000

    "Black pearl"

My girl, my girl,    

You're the black pearl.

 My girl, my girl,    

You're the black pearl. 

                    ©R.T.V.fecit-22.07.2001  

          "Fluster"

I had the black suitcase

Full of the orange seashells

And I like to leave them cracked on the floor.

These beautiful pieces,

 Oh, these beautiful pieces…

        25.1.2001+15.01.2002

           "Mr.Morhine"

When you feel bad, take this old serpent sting,

Make the little hole and you'll forget everything.

Don't be afraid, when I'll penetrate under your skin,

Obey to me and we'll taste the sweetness of sin,

Add the oblivious poison, it's the quite grooving thing, chin-chin,

Turn on and call the tune of your stocking dream...

It's was so easy to catch you in the drug's gin,

'Cause you won't notice the time of my win.

It will give pain but I won't care a pin.

Under the receptive disguise I hide the rotten grin,

I will keep this look, when you will scream,

Hey, I will say:"Stupid, bow to your king!"

                ©R.T.V.fecit- 23.09.1999

 "Lonely and Lucky"

...I'm on the slide

Since my dream died,

I'm out of tune,

I'm drug out and depressed,

I'm bright-eyed and bushy tailed,

I'd like to change everything I did,

I want to wag and quack,

Falling down into this pit.

This is too absurd, no more love,

I bought the gasoline and wet myself,

The silence is palatial,

I explore....

               ©R.T.V.fecit-2001

      "Lady Death"

She was the invisible ghost,

And I can see the smoke of her shape, 

When she hided in the corners of my room,

Holding the knife with the sharp blade.

Her black cloak was thrilling as the dancing candle's flame,

She cut my skin; I was bleeding and calling her name.

She said drinking my blood:"the life is too frail"

Then she flew away dressed in the white veil.

                             ©R.T.V.fecit- 8.10.2001

 "Last song" (Part 2)

I feel the strange placidity,

I don't know where I stand,

The things floated before my eyes,

I can't comprehend,

How could it be otherwise?

She faded in the morning

And left me alone.

It's the fatal solitude,

It's the last song.

                 ©R.T.V.fecit- 2002

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